We live in a society that is very hard on people who do not follow established stereotypes or standards of beauty. It seems that if you are not "equal" to the rest and you are different, then you do not fit. But the reality is that the diversity of people is what makes us unique and special. Although in society it seems that this is not a real thing, but it is.
In this society where models are seen on television and photoshopped photos of women in magazines, you can imagine how it can affect a teenage girl or boy who is building their identity and that what they want is to please and fit in this world . The consequences are dire.
Eating disorders
The factors that influence eating disorders can be many and varied, television or magazines are obviously not everything, since it is socio-environmental factors as a whole that can create the disorder to occur in women and men . A person with an eating disorder will deny that they have it but their behavior will give them awayIt is very important that the surrounding environment is attentive to the signals in order to take action as soon as possible.
But in today's article I don't want to talk to you about preventive measures or about the signs that warn of an eating disorder, what I want to talk about is something that is important and that in many cases is left aside. I mean, to the sequelae produced by eating disorders.
The sequelae of these terrible diseases range from organic sequelae to psychological sequelae, which it is necessary to know in order to find solutions as soon as possible so that they do not affect people's lives too much.
The sequelae of eating disorders
The more time the person spends suffering from the sequelae, they become more serious and difficult to work with. What's more, It is proven that the life of a person who has suffered from an eating disorder is still in danger after 5 years of the disease. That is why these people must have a medical and psychological monitoring for a long time, since otherwise they would be in danger of relapsing into the disease or suffering from other types of disorders.
Physical consequences of anorexia or bulimia
These are some physical consequences that people who suffer or have suffered anorexia or bulimia nervosa can suffer:
Heart sequelae
- Arrhythmias
- A smaller heart
- Mitral valve prolapse (this is the most common cause of sudden death in people with anorexia)
- Low heart and blood pressure
- Cold extremities (even if they try to be warm, they do not get hot)
Endocrinological sequelae
- Polycystic ovaries (because of this they can also develop other ailments such as sterility, severe acne, alopecia, etc.)
- Osteoporosis
- Problems with the functioning of thyroid hormones
- Problems with insulin production.
Digestive sequelae
- Frequent gastroenteritis
- Diarrhea or constipation
- Strong and frequent abdominal pain
- Acid reflux
- Poor absorption of nutrients
- Gastritis
- Mineral and vitamin deficiency due to a smooth intestine
Hematologic sequelae
- Anemia
- Blood does not clot well causing lack of platelets
- White blood cell deficiency, something that will put the body in danger of more infections and that they are more difficult to cure.
- Very serious immunological disorders.
Nervous sequelae
- Electroencephalographic abnormalities.
- Some areas of the brain can atrophy due to ventricular dilatation experienced by people who have suffered from eating disorders. The good news is that this can be regulated over time if the affected person can follow a good diet.
Psychological and psychiatric sequelae
Although it cannot be generalized because this will depend on each person, their personality and how they have recovered… there are some sequelae that are worth mentioning because they are quite common in people who have suffered from these diseases. It should also be noted that they will need a follow-up by a mental health professional for a long time until they assess that they are totally healthy.
- Paranoia
- Psychosis
- Anxiety disorders
- phobias
- Obsessive compulsive disorder
- Psychosomatic disorders
- Different types of psychosis
- Insomnia and sleep disorders
No one can live without eating as it is as important as breathing or sleeping. All living things need food to survive, just like humans. Every living thing needs to be nourished and healthy.
If you have a family member or know someone who you think may have this disease, it is necessary that you do not be afraid and that you speak with a trusted doctor to find out how to deal with this situation with that person and to find a way to help them. And if you are the one who suffers from anorexia or bulimia and you know it, you should know that accepting it is the first step to overcome it ... and that if you tell someone close to you, surely you will be able to find the help you need to be able to get out of that well and look good again.
Anorexia and bulimia documentary
Next I want to show you a documentary that was broadcast on television in 2015 and that is exactly about anorexia and bulimia. It is necessary to become aware of this disease so that those who suffer from it can get out of it. The video lasts just an hour and shows the reality and cruelty of this disease.
But it also shows something very important: self-improvement. It shows how it is possible to overcome the disease with effort and perseverance. How the desire to be well can overcome everything else, how the will to live return and how everything around begins to improve. Because when you see the light at the end of the tunnel you have to go towards it, you have to try to make things go back to the way they were before, to improve ... but above all it is necessary to bury the disease forever. Do not allow the disease to dominate you, because if you suffer from these disorders: you are not alone. You will always have around you a person who loves you and who will be willing to help you.
For all this, do not miss the following documentary, because you will surely learn new things about these deadly diseases.
I was bulimic, for 7 years.
On several occasions I went to ask for help but all of them went to the wrong people, that made me even more difficult.
You confide a very disgraceful secret to yourself, that is why you should go to true professionals.
I heal myself, I do not recommend it to anyone, the passage of this disease alone is very hard, and very long. Sometimes I really did not want to continue living, and I thought about how to commit suicide, if something went wrong I was reassured by the thought that I could take my life and thus I would not continue suffering.
Now I am recovered, with a new life of which those around me are unaware of my past, (I prefer it that way).
Very hard sequelae left me, I lost many teeth in a short time, I have arrhythmias, cold extremities, diarrhea and constipation, and the worst thing is that I have asia, panic disorders, social phobia, depression, there are times that I think I am crazy, is An internal struggle that I will have for the rest of my life. Every day I fight against the consequences that have been left to me, they are forever, and I hope and wish that my future children do not transmit any of this to them, so that they can be happy.
Never fall for this as it can really be avoided, you just have to love yourself.
kitty
Hello Kity, I wanted to thank you for opening your heart and telling us about your life experience. It is really very good for other people to know that you can leave and the best thing is that now you are supported and contained by yours.
Keep reading us and providing your comments.
The truth is, I have suffered from bulimia for a while, I have this problem, I do not know what to do on repeated occasions I have tried to ask for help but the truth is impossible, I think my biggest problem is basically not wanting to change it, I would like to be more aware of the damages that could carry myself in the long term, it hurts me a lot to see my family badly because of me, however it is very useful, eat whatever you want and simply vomit it, before I suffered from overweight, I reached 78k but now but 48, I lost in a little time and people notice it very clearly I always have a good excuse to avoid any kind of bad thought, I would very much like to be able to talk to someone who tries to understand me, it is very difficult to face this practically alone, because even though there are many people around, nobody really seems understand me, I would like to leave my public mail, so that if someone wants to talk about it or feels something similar, let me know and see how together to solve this, that in reality it has not brought me more than s thanks.
manuortiz007@hotmail.com
health comrades and good luck
I have never suffered from anorexia or bulimia but I try to put myself in their place since it is very difficult to tell our parents that they are the most ideal to know about our problems so their reaction does not matter for all women we will blow up our body
I am 33 years old and I have anorexia nervosa, nervous ulcer, gastritis, and I was in a depression for 2 years, everything usually goes through the nerves, I am anxious and what may happen during the day. I am not anorexic for wanting to be thin I have an argument, problem, something that happened and my hunger goes away I have spent a whole week without trying a bite I know that it is all psychological but it is mental work now I am not depressed but I am very sensitive to any situation and life is not rosy. I want to know how and when it can end like this. I am young, 2 children, I did an analysis and I am very anemic, it never happened to me, it is the first time, low pressure I look like an old woman. thank you kiss Alejandra.-
I turn them on very well .. I have been between anorexia and bulimia for almost 10 years. 1st was anorexia and then bulimia .. I only rested for 2 years between anorexia when bulimia came and I have for 2 years trying to stop bulimia with fewer relapses .. It is very difficult because even though I am going out practically alone, I have many sequelae, social phobia, obsessions, low blood pressure, slow breathing, cold hands and feet, almost chronic anemia, hormonal uncontrols, anxiety, depression, lack of memory and concentration, love instability, hypersensitivity to everyday situations that are easier for others..it is very hard..because the fight continues and it seems endless you feel that it is already part of the rest of your life that you will never be normal in that aspect..you exclude yourself without wanting to everything without being able to achieve your achievements in a full way because that absorbs you, it modifies your personality whether you want it or not ... but only the reasons and unload on God a little and monthly therapies more as I vent to a friend who as therapy I I am recovering very slowly, the same thing that made me ostinate and get tired of that life ... very slowly.
Hi, I don't know how to start ... but I can't do it anymore I'm 17 years old just in March I'm 18 and I'm so scared, I've been sick for 6 and a half years, it's still hard for me to admit it, my day to day is a continuous struggle. paying for everything I've been doing this time ... my body is weak and can't take it anymore I'm dead and alive and for once I'm asking for help I have a lot of problems because of all this ... it's not just the physical but the psychological that anxiety k does not let you live that fear or k does not let you act or have a normal life, ordinary not being able to allow even to have your belly touched ... little things that for me cause the stability of a lifetime, I can't take it anymore I'm tired ... and for More than I fight, I do not overcome it. I have anorexia and bulimia and I would like to know who would please understand me, communicate with me and help me.
a lost girl ...
I am 26 years old and I am bulimic for 9 years with improvements and falls, today I find myself alone without help, family to all and it seems common to me, or the whim of eating and vomiting for not wanting to be fat and I swear that it is not like that, no longer I have an appetite and if I eat, I can't keep it down, I also suffer from phobias that is why it's hard for me to help myself, I feel lonely and I want to get ahead because I have a wonderful 8-year-old son who needs me well and healthy, if someone who reads this He wants to leave me some cell phone to talk or that he can give me a help. I will thank you. Thank you very much yanina from now on !!
I just want to comment on the subject, I think this has caused me many psychological failures already until I have had suicide in my mind but I love life I do not know what happens but the truth is that every time I feel that this is going to make me fatter more and more and what sometimes happens to follow is that people tell me that I look thinner and even if I want to stop doing it, I can not anymore, it is something that always happens to me but even if I wanted to comment it to my family I do not want to be judged but I recognize that i really need help
I'm really interested in the consequences of these diseases, the truth is that I would like to be any of the two or both because I stoii gordicioma ii I feel ugly! I'm not asking for your help, I just want someone to listen to me!
Hello, we did not know that it had so many secuals ehh well yes of some but not so it is terrible sincerely I believe that today with the scientific advances and everything in the digital age hehehehe if the term is worth, I think that the society is bad the family nucleus is bad Also, that is why these things I think the best thing is to encourage young people in some way to whom there are no prejudices if they are rich poor or etc the point is that they are human as such and we must do something please and the worst thing is that these ehh Help center for people with this problem are not in the whole world only in some countries, for example in mine there is not something like that ehh y7 if there is good they are private in short please let's continue fighting against this problem that makes me shudder and scares me a lot sincerely. Ana see you soon I'm from Bolivia - La Paz
I want to get back what I lost
When I started I was 12 years old, I remember having eaten a lot, and I could not bear feeling so full, and I decided to vomit, then I thought it was a fabulous way to eat everything I wanted and then regurgitate it without gaining weight (I already had very strong problems with self-esteem and overweight), but I never thought that it would be a long-term illness and that it would lead to many health and psychological problems. It was difficult growing up like this, when I was 17 I was watching a Paris fashion week report together with my parents, when they talked about the problems of bulimia and anorexia in the models. I didn't know that what I started when I was twelve and that I had on and off until I was 17 was a disease and that it would lead to many problems, I told my parents «I do that», then they began to question me and they realized of things that I had not repaired myself, alopecia, dry skin, stained teeth, scars on my hands from putting my fingers in my mouth to vomit. Since then I was monitored when going to the bathroom, and I stopped the disease for a while, but for me it was already unbearable to feel the food in my stomach for more than an hour, the feeling of satiety caused me to sweat, nervousness, annoyance, bad mood. I made up for that with strenuous exercise, then I went to amphetamines, I didn't eat, I lost 13 kilos in a month, and my hair kept falling out. All to achieve an aesthetic ideal, I collapsed and for a while I returned to eating healthy and exercising. I returned to bulimia when I noticed that I was gaining weight, and doing calculations so far my almost 31 have been more than ten years of bulimia.
I already lost a tooth, the rest are damaged, dry skin, arrhythmias, a lot of sleep, and just two weeks ago I stopped my way to the final destruction, I have a daughter of two and a half years, she does not deserve to have a sick mother, that You can inherit misconceptions about self-acceptance and physical beauty. It is very difficult, very very difficult, people point at you, or see you with pity, they think it is easy to just stop doing it, but it is not like that, it is not, both for those who stop eating and for those who compulsively eat to later vomit, it is an extremely delicate, complex situation, there are many things involved, the psyche and the body are damaged, we have physical and emotional dysmorphia, we perceive ourselves in a grotesque way, when in reality, we are as beautiful and beautiful as any woman of runway. Our concept of beauty is distorted, so the mainstream has dictated to us as a canon of it, what is "beautifully correct" and we ourselves have created aesthetic ideals that are unreal, instead of exploiting that particular beauty that each one as an individual has. It is valid to correct certain things that we do not like, lose weight in a healthy way, exercise, carry out nutritious diets, but it is not smart or good at all to die slowly every day seeing how life is going in your hair strands that stay between the fingers of your hands, feel the teeth of your mouth move or chip, your skin withering and what to say about the internal part, gastritis, arrhythmias.
I encourage everyone, I encourage and a lot of positive energy for those who suffer from these diseases or for those who have relatives with them. a lot of understanding and support.
Brenda I wish I could talk to you ... your story is very similar to mine ...
sawabonamallorca@gmail.com
This seems ridiculous to me because they complain about us ……… ¿? ¡¡!!! you are fat and I do not want to be obese like others are.
yesica
Hello everybody!!! I have read all your comments and I have felt so identified .... I have been with anorexia and half bulimia for 4 years and I say half bulimia because I vomit eat what I eat and I take laxatives even though I have only eaten vegetables. I feel so bad about myself… I feel bad because I feel full and I feel bad because I do. I feel that I have a monster inside me, it has filtered into my being and my body and has taken over my soul and everything that was part of me. Each is hell, and I had many relapses but this last one has been the last straw. Sometimes I feel like I want to die, besides, I'm not scared of death, but on the other hand, when I see people eat or something, that obsession always comes from ... how can he be eating that and being that thin? I can't understand it and I punish myself for it every day. I do not know if somebody will be normal because I am not even if I know what it is to be normal, I do not remember how I acted before in front of food, I do not remember who I was, and sometimes I ask where I am, where is that happy and affectionate person What do people remember? I am totally lost and sunk, and there is nothing that makes me happy right now, I just want to be alone and not see anyone, I need to talk to myself reflect see my true and, my innermost self and start to see who I really am. good thanks for reading this. a kiss and encouragement k for sure k one day if we will be normal no matter what it costs us, we have to fight and think every day when we look in the mirror k we are wonderful despite what we weigh, k our personality and our way of being are not measured On a scale, they have no weight, they always have to give it a turn.
The page is very good, we have to campaign to protect young people.
It is a very serious problem, let us be attentive to this evil.
thanks for being able to collaborate.
Hugo
Hello, I had bulimia and anorexia I started when I was 12 years old, and all this happened to me because they bothered at school that my family was fat, they did the same thing like my mother, I could no longer take so many teasing and I decided better to stop eating, I started to leave half of my food then to eat pure fruit and then swim water until at the last I stopped taking it because I felt full and fat I saw myself in the mirror and I looked very fat I spent it exercising 4 hours in a row I no longer I could do more but my mind was more powerful than me, I kept doing the same thing every day although I knew that what I was doing was wrong, now I am 14 years old and until now I cannot forget the rejection of people and weeks in which I return the same and other things that I think about things and I decide to leave everything behind but I can't, I would like to talk with someone who understands me, I don't think anyone will tell them because I no longer want to swallow it by myself.
Wing girls guys who are in this situation don't give up ask for help I know you can !!!!
I know, do not relapse again.
and those who continue like this can find help bye and thanks for putting this page helps a lot to vent
bye ... good luck.
I was anorexic x 6 years the first three I denied it, then I asked for help and it was denied but over time I met very kind people and they helped me now I have 30 kilos more but I do not consider being at 100 relieved and I can not accept that I went up from I have weight and I don't want to eat I am very afraid I have 2 daughters and one of them was 8-year-old iso anorexic and the other was bulimic, we are in a difficult process.
Hello girls, the berda I do not blame you for what you have
but check what they grab, everything they grab is wrong
ana and mia are just pathetic names
of sickness that they are sick and crazy
that's why they want to put those things in their little heads
Think you want to be so ugly skinny leek bone
They will only suck if they want normal and healthy agan diets like eating fruit and food
and a lot of water they will drink as if they lose weight I would like to help them pliz kien kiere to lose weight but with carrot food without fat they only add
the ke kieran change and not be like anorexis add
babe_professional@hotmail.com
Hello, everyone, first I want to send you a lot of encouragement and more than share my experience, I want to admit that many times I thought that what happened to me, or happens to us, was something quite alien to society, something that even only me and very few people had, but I realize that we are few. It is something that is difficult to leave, it is not a decision, it is a radical change in life, I do not know how to do it, I do not know who to turn to, I do not even know if it is okay. I am 20 years old and since I was twelve I do not eat for days or eat excessively and I vomit even more, in the end I wonder if everything I do is wrong, because I look and there are so many bad eating habits that mine is one more, obesity, vegetarians, or those who eat and do a lot of sport. What is the pattern to follow really ... I don't know if it's real, all the consequences that they tell me, because either the consequences are produced by different diseases, or there are too many of us who have degrees of anorexia and bulimia ...
Perhaps, the problem is broader and it is not only knowing how to eat, but also how to face the social group that is capable of being harmful to itself, talking about it as something that happens and not as a taboo disease, it should be everyday ...
I don't know why I'm writing this, I guess because after two years it's the first time I really feel weak and I don't share it because I don't want people I love to worry again and think I'm relapsing.
I started to make myself vomit when I was about fourteen years old, it really wasn't because I wanted to be thin, I just didn't feel good, my emotions were overwhelming me and it was as if something was tearing me up inside. That pressure that I felt was relieved by eating, or rather binge-eating, but then I felt bad, and I started to vomit, and when I did it, I felt as if all the pain that dominated me throughout the day was gone with the food.
Later, there were small cuts on the legs and arms that relieved me, turned my pain into something physical and for me it was more manageable. I could not identify what my emotions were, I can only say that it was something that dominated me, a constant suffering. By transforming it into a physical one, I was able to control it, it was like taking a little pressure off an express pot.
It really was not my ideal of life, I really wanted someone to see how much I was suffering, but nobody noticed, so I kept eating and vomiting, eating and vomiting, and every once in a while I managed to quit and have some "normal" season. ”Until the pressure came back to dominate me and I couldn't control myself.
All I can say is that he lived in hell, and that he was getting further and further away from everything. The worst thing is that from the outside she was perfect, obedient and always adapted to what others wanted. Nobody ever saw it, and I became more sullen, I no longer wanted to go out, every time I felt more isolated and disconnected from everything, and I no longer worried that anyone would notice, I hated everyone around me, because from my No one cared about me, that's why they couldn't realize what was happening to me.
I was like this for about 11 years, I came to believe that I was worth nothing, that nobody loved me, that I was the most lamentable being in the world and that I did not deserve to continue living. I wanted to be small, shrink until I disappeared and the truth is that I almost succeeded.
One day, I learned something new, that I no longer needed to eat and vomit to feel clean of pain, I learned to control hunger.
So I made my transition to anorexia, the pain in my body exceeded that of my soul and therefore I did not need to eat and vomit to control it. That's how I started, but over time losing weight was not enough, I wanted to disappear.
My theory was this: I'm going to continue like this until I manage to die, but I wanted to die slowly, let myself go little by little.
This is how I ended up in the hospital. I have been weight and stable for two years, and the truth is that I do not want to go back to the hell in which I lived. I have learned to say what I feel and to ask for help when I need it. I have also learned that I want to live, I will have total time to die, it is the predetermined end of all and so we are going to advance it.
I think the hospital saved me, it also helped that I almost died and realized that I wanted to live and wanted to know what was behind each day, the good and the bad.
Today I am a little sadder, lately things have been a bit difficult for me, but I am not going to return to the disease because that is not the life I am looking for. Both I and the rest of the people deserve better, and above all to learn that pain and suffering can be controlled and that there is a better life, not perfect but better.
I try, I fight every day and I plan to continue doing it, sometimes I am better and sometimes worse, but I try hard and sincerely I have never regretted having decided to fight against the disease.
Also, as a good friend says “we are not what we weigh”.
Good luck to all of you and encouraged, there is some more suffering, although sometimes, like today for me, it does not seem like it.
The bulimia thing is wrong but the information is cool
Hi, ashhh it's the first time I've written, mm
I started this as a game, because I want to lose weight to like my boyfriend, I went from 86 to 62
I felt proud, before I only worried about homework, my boyfriend, being the best dressed, and losing weight every day, and I had my BLOGGG, of princesses where every day I connected to talk with my ´ princess friends´
2 years have already passed, today I have HORRIBLESSSSS pains,
My liver is damaged, I have reflux, I have an ulcer, and gastritis that KILLS me, in fact, today I had a gastritis attack, I do not wish it or my worst enemy, ashh I'm crying, but as I would like to return time and never, nunnnnnnnnnnncaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa up my toothbrush
Before I was happy chubby but healthy,
and today I only ask God to have health
I want to have children, a normal life
but I think I'm never going to have it.
If someone goes through the same thing, it would be good that they will add me
🙁
jeenilicious@hotmail.com
I did not have the problem but from working with liquids for screen printing I derive gastritis and finally a stress ulcer from my work. in prints. I think that each of us must seek a balance in our lives. If I know that one is cute and thin ... obviously they appreciate you more ... but it's worth risking your life just for beauty ... I don't think so. take care ..
Hello everyone ... I know that this disease of anorexia and bulimia is exclusive for women but I will tell you my story: I have always been obese, I weigh more than 130 kg 5 years ago ... I tried all diets and last with the Method by Jhon Gabriel (EYE I'm never saying that such a method does NOT work, but I will refer to the obsession) So what for me was seeing myself in the mirror in the morning I always looked fatter, so I already ate less food, I stopped the flour, the meats ... I was almost a vegetarian but in small proportions and I ate a lot of cucumbers and grapefruits ... Once I met one of my compadritos, I accompanied him to wash his truck ... and while they washed the truck I took some photos ... I happened to upload them to the face and it impressed me so much that I thought "that is me ...?" In fact, at night I would jump rope a lot, until I sweated profusely, I am not lying to you, I endured 30 minutes of jumping continuously, at least 5 days a week, you can imagine I was hurting my knees, to tell them that if they touched my The lower part of my knees felt horrible pain and my legs were very weak, to such an extent that if they pushed me they would throw me ... I got to lose up to 80 kg, hence my frustration was because I did NOT lose more, but from a session of acupuncture, they injected me with astragalus, so to my surprise I almost wanted to faint and from there they told me that I was very weak, in fact days before my parents complained that I had a worrying face, because my skin had turned yellowish, that even my palm My hands were yellow ... So shortly after, and based on what the acupuncturists told me, I began to eat more beets ... And after an anxiety attack that I have been suffering since July of this year, I actually gained weight, I am in my 95s, and although I have not been able to concentrate to lose weight again, due to stress, depression, anguish, I will only tell you that that year that lasts like this, very skinny, it did NOT serve me at all, because I remained just as single .. well, I realized that if you obsess over your physique, you don't give yourself time to cultivate other values that make you a unique person in the world ... To make matters worse, then my friends told me, keep it up. they wanted to see underground, maybe a girl saw me and claimed that you "got fat" and made me angry because because of comments like that people suffer ... One thing is that you want to tone your body but another very different thing is that you want to fit in the silly stereotypes that are in vogue. Read the book "Teen Diary" here comes a case of anorexia and bulimia .. it is shocking ... Salu2 !!!
Hi girls when I turned 14 I went through a deprecation. This took me. To be too obsessive with my weight which at that time was 130 pounds and I came to weigh 83. worst of all is that he was aware of what was happening. during that period I felt exhausted. My kidneys ached and I suffered from burning in my stomach. Thanks to the help of my family in general and my wonderful doct lusien. And clearly with all my willpower I was able to get out of it. Today I feel good, I exercise and I have a balanced diet. Girls and boys I say boys because even though it is not very frequent they also happen to see this. The most important thing is to feel happy as you are and not have complexes. Life is the most beautiful gift that God gave us. Why not take care of it? Whoever loves us must accept us as we are. My advice is that everyone values who they are and never do anything that is against our health. Greetings and remember, no one can control our emotions more than oneself.?
Thanks for your contribution Marian!
Hello, I had these diseases, I got to lose all friends. Confidence family .. I went into intensive care I almost died but when I woke up everything was different nor did I reconcile I came to weigh 25 ka my 13 years with a good but alcoholic mother and a stepfather who could not stand because I destroyed my family .. nobody trusted me They saw me as a crazy person or an extraterrestrial who needed to be observed ... practically alone. So I got strong first of all I decided to show everyone that if I can and I did now I overcame it now I am a military man ... I managed to get out of the well
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